Kay

lol its world of warcraft maintanence night and so i update xanga

here are some pics during this hol
 
due to vto’s ban of pictures that show her with closed eyes, i have an
extremely limited collection lol. grr and for some reason i’m not
allowed to log onto kerberos so i can’t upload pics onto cornell.

still have to see some people! I really wanted to come to lunch today
but then they were doing something interesting at work so i didn’t
go… argh i really need to be more proactive in organizing activities
and catching up with old friends!

last exam of sophomore year abtly on the last day of school and last
day of exams. *sigh… in 7 more hours i will be sitting in phillips
101 taking this exam and by 11:30 i should be done…what a liberating
thought…

i really should go to sleep now but i’m really scared and i don’t feel
ready to sleep yet, tho i know ample sleep is good for math type
exams… =( lol so the prof made a mistake and sent out a table with
some of the results of the students with their first and last names…
from which u can work out what everyone got in each
prelim/quiz/lab/hw… but he was really sorry about the mistake. Being
the nosy me that i am, i was checking out what ppl got… =P… i know
who the smartasses are now (not that i didn’t already guess, be heh)…
and I also know who the lazy asses are! (again, predicatble)… i’m
like average atm, as always, the average student… booo… but this
final is gonna be hard and i’m scared and if i screw it up and don’t
get average then i will get a C which sucks because now i know that i
won’t be getting any Cs for any of the other classes and this is like
the last C-able thing.

But then the prof seems quite nice and predicatable, he doesn’t
normally give overly complicated material in exams… we’ll see…

wish me luck!
In 10 hours i will go play! =) playplayplayplayplayplayplayplayplay

HAPPY BDAY

FRANCINEEEEEEEY! =)

And HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO MY DEAR MOM AND ALL THE MOMS IN THE WORLD! =)

please… i don’t want to get any Cs this semester.

Pls let me break the vicious cycle.

according to my calculations, this (not getting any Cs) is very likely. However, i cannot screw up finals. Xfingers.

and i want to improve my CEE grade. please give me the power to understand the material and understand the questions stated in the questions.

AHHHHH!
reading my latest batch of long overdue xanga articles
(subscriptions)… i have realised what a horrible friend I am. I
missed all my best buddies’s bdays.

Matt, Kris, Yune

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO U ALL!!! i owe u guys many many apologies.  Miss all 3 of u like mad!
Aieya what is up with me normally i am not like this. sooo sorry…Tho, because of
my lousyness this year, it will increase my chance of me rememebering
on time next year! lol happened to liuliu the year before and i
remembered this year lalala. =P

i think recently i’ve become too much of a hermit. i think mingming and prupru are the only ones who see me around, ever.

gotta open up. Join clubs! lol i kind of want to go hang out and go
party tho because i’m not the party type im never informed of any
parties.

Yay i’m going to chalk for SWE meeting tmr. I LUV chalking! =) fun =)

*cross fingers i did not fail biochem*

*HKSA CULTURAL SHOW (last night) was really good =) lol queer eye was
soo funny… and the skit was really witty too… I think Justin is
really talented to write such a wonderful script, with jokes that are
HK enough to make me homesick but understandable enough for the
caucasian community to understand =) The actors and actresses were all
hilarious! Had great fun backstage! =) TY Oli =) and all the other
backstage people! Sorry i couldn’t resist the temptation to go watch
the clips… too funny to miss lol. So ty too all of HKSA for makiing
such a memoriable night!

extremely stressed…rantrantrant

i think tmr is the first time i have to take 2 consecutive exams due to
a prelim conflict. Math 5:30-7:00 Biochem 7:30-9:30… This is pretty
normal i guess for a Cornell Engineer/Scientist, but my first time,
because this is the first semester i’m taking 19 credits (normal i
know, i’ve been lazy before)

Cramcramcram! Brain can’t take anymore… I stayed up til 5 last night
because i train 1 cup of green tea trying to study for 202 quiz
(today), then couldn’t really fall asleep (shows how incredibly
caffeine intolerant i am) now i’m in a state of “undead” ness. <== picture of me. Panda
eyes… blackface… ewww i don’t want to look at myself. Freshman year
i stayed up til 5 like twice a week, and i was ok… now it just
doesn’t work… i’m getting OLD… don’t understand how gigi can pull
like 3 all nighters in a row.

This is bad… i think i’m gonna screw up both exams which sux because
this semester my grades have been pretty good for my standards and i
know this is gonna blow it. Both grades will be gone. Ewww.

If only they gave me 1 more day in between…. math on tues, biochem on
wed, then i would be fine… I’m just not good at simultaneously
studying 2 subjects! Why are all my exams stuck together this semester?
But then i remember freshman year when i have 1 every week i wanted
them to be done in 1 week so i could playplayplay in between. Hmmm i
guess we are never satisfied with what we have.

Aieya… *extremely unwillingly* going back to work.

bah… its that time of year when i’m pissed about sth, but i don’t really know what. OR rather, i do know what but its not really something i get pissed at. OR rather, its something that i’m always pissed at but i just try to repress it all the time but today i cant.

OR… maybe its PMS.

Grr i don’t want to be an adult, so many concerns and responsibilities. Adulthood is annoying in general.

so i succumbed to the pressure and opened the ipod. So far i’ve only used it once cuz i can’t find any really really inspiring songs atm that makes me wnat to listen to them 24/7. I originally opened it because of fish leong… but then the battery died and i’m too lazy to get up and get the USB cord and recharge it. ahaha. lazibum me.

Cooked jap style udon for lunch… yumyum! better than the $6.50 stuff they have in cafe pacifica… more ingredients and 1/6 of the price. I’ve been going out to eat too much lately, because going to the library means no time to cook. Oh well.

I hate having to study biochem endlessly.

I hate CEE for having these seemingly easy exams but no partial credit so if you just think incorrectly for 1 s, boom there goings 15 points.

I mustn’t bomb this prelim… hence i should go to office hours now.

my entries are so mo liu now… people think i’m immature… which i am to an extent, but in half a year i’ll be 20 and then i’ll have no excuse to be! lallalala i want to be lowB forever and forever without ever having to stress WeeEEEe! Boo!