extremely stressed…rantrantrant

i think tmr is the first time i have to take 2 consecutive exams due to
a prelim conflict. Math 5:30-7:00 Biochem 7:30-9:30… This is pretty
normal i guess for a Cornell Engineer/Scientist, but my first time,
because this is the first semester i’m taking 19 credits (normal i
know, i’ve been lazy before)

Cramcramcram! Brain can’t take anymore… I stayed up til 5 last night
because i train 1 cup of green tea trying to study for 202 quiz
(today), then couldn’t really fall asleep (shows how incredibly
caffeine intolerant i am) now i’m in a state of “undead” ness. <== picture of me. Panda
eyes… blackface… ewww i don’t want to look at myself. Freshman year
i stayed up til 5 like twice a week, and i was ok… now it just
doesn’t work… i’m getting OLD… don’t understand how gigi can pull
like 3 all nighters in a row.

This is bad… i think i’m gonna screw up both exams which sux because
this semester my grades have been pretty good for my standards and i
know this is gonna blow it. Both grades will be gone. Ewww.

If only they gave me 1 more day in between…. math on tues, biochem on
wed, then i would be fine… I’m just not good at simultaneously
studying 2 subjects! Why are all my exams stuck together this semester?
But then i remember freshman year when i have 1 every week i wanted
them to be done in 1 week so i could playplayplay in between. Hmmm i
guess we are never satisfied with what we have.

Aieya… *extremely unwillingly* going back to work.