physics should go die… i better not fail because i would hate to go thru another semester of this torture. can’t wait until thurs 3:00pm.

OMG… so i have been olining (lib(rary)ing) alot lately, have been neglecting me hamsters… so last night, i was already in bed at 1:00 ( REALLY EARLY.. cuz i wanted to wake up early to save a good seat in olin…) but i thought about ham and that i hadn’t fed them, so i got up and took a roll of carrots to them….

counting the babies… 1,2,3,4,5,6,7… !!! yesterday there were 9!

THIS TIME I SAW IT>…O_O Momm was in the corner… picking at sth… furry… red lump of meat…i think i saw a bone too not sure EWWWWWW i couldn’t bear to look at it any longer. *This must already be her second of the night.* most atrocious thing….as a result of this atrocious sight, i couldn’t sleep until around 4am.

Baby count :  Dropped from 11 to 7.. i thought at this size they weren’t edible anymore.. how wrong i was… i’m such a bad mom.

this morning (or afternoon ) i forced myself to go look… there was a ball of fur on the floor of the cage…O_O and the smell was different… remind me of dead body smell….>.<

so luckily mingming and prupru helped me wash cage today… I REALLY didn’t want to wash cage myself and find sth nasty… but the mom actually eats pretty cleanly… like with the exception of the ball of fur, there was no evidence to be seen, just like the last dissapearance of 2 babies. I now have separated 5 babies into a plastic box so there will be enuf room and mom won’t eat any more.

The mom is EVIL. I don’t want to look at her. SHE BITES. SHE’s cARNIVOUS. SHE EATS HER OWN BABIES o-o

BABIES are CUTE. ThEy are so vulnerable and THEY DON”T BITE. 

sigh i want to keep a baby and return the mom… haha

Anyway I’m SO in love with the NEW twins song 18Ã…Ãœ (click on the link to dl it..its my bg music. : … sigh i’m going to get laughed at again, why am i always in love with twins? ) but i really think this melody is nice, even tho ah sa and ah gil can’t really sing the high notes.