Damn X 100. I forgot to give in the “Mid Year Report” form for Yale! Damn it I am so so screwed. At least its for postmark Feb 15 but what if Mr. R doesn’t do it for me! Sigh why was I so careless! Sigh why did I procrastinate? Sigh why didn’t I check properly? (I thought I did?)

*Sigh Sigh…as you can see, not a very good way to start a xanga (damn) and…this is going to another moaning edition.

Well I was meant to go out with ppl today but owing to the Bl**dy Ma fan US Apps I’m stuck at home again. I don’t know why I keep procrastinating – I tell myself if I can finish before Xmas than at least I can enjoy Christmas but then I end up taking overly long breaks from essay writing. I’ve sort of written everything for Cornell but is so crude and so crap. Why do I take these stupid breaks at home if I can party after I finish the applications? I don’t get me, so I don’t blame my parents for not getting me either.

Yesterday I took a small break. Went out with parents to watch movie. Its a rilly rare opportunity. The last movie we all watched together was the jackie chan movie 2001 summer. So more than a year ago. And my dad managed to fall asleep in the movie theatre and embarrass us. This time it was better. We watched µL¶¡¹D or “Mo Gan Do” or “Internal Affairs” or the movie with Tony Leung, Andy Lau, Eric Tsang, Anthony Wong, Sammi Cheng!!!!!!, Kelly Chen, Edison Chan, Shawn Yu, Elva Shao…etc. Yup. All the chinese ppl should know because its the hittest film out there now. Well, my dad did not fall asleep (thank the lord!) and the movie rocked. It was a brilliant play of dramatic irony. Really cool. And you get to see all those big stars in one movie. (Sammi!!!!!!) Yupyup. It was good. And it was only the 2nd time in my life that I watched a 9:30 movie. So that’s pretty cool. =) You guys should watch it. It’s cool.

Okay if you want to know more about how I feel about the US essays, read Daniel L’s xanga. He wrote everything and I can totally relate to that so I won’t bore you with the same stuff twice la.