Kay

“The struggle to normallicy”

“Life is full of coincidences.”

“Said the wrong thing, before thinking, again. This time I’m not the only affected party.”

“I had so much fun today!”

=( so dead! so dead! My bio’s still in the preliminary stages but I must go Orienteering tomolo (too fun to miss!) then in the evening I have to go to my aunty’s wedding. Haha she’s like 57 and she’s getting married…pretty cool eh!

How am I ever going to find time to finish? Help help! I’m going to give it in on tuesday. Do you think Sherrington’s gonna kill me for that?

Oh yes. One more thing. A really random thought. More for me really, but finally I have gotten rid of the name ‘pen queen’ (Haven’t bought a pen for nearly 4 months now!) but I have a new fetish! SOCKs! Didn’t realise it was a fetish until I started clearing out my drawer and found like 35 pairs of socks. I have every colour possible. Whit, Black, Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple, Pink, Blue Striped, Brown…hmm. And today went to Women’s street after community service (gave soup to elderly in Shek Kip Mei) and bought another 4 pairs. Too cheap! $10 for 4 pairs! Money is so powerful these days! Horhorhor! =)

Haha not much to write about today so I decided to post a funny picture! But you guys still have to prop! Prop me for da funny picture! =) Introducing Miss Pamula! =) Looking dizzy!

Good Luck with SATs ppl!

Btw da song is only temporary I’m trying to look for a new one which ppl can actually hear and doesn’t take a long time to download, can anyone teach me how to convert mp3s into wav files or at least make them smaller?

HaPpiEe BiRthDAy to CHAR and PHILLIP!

Hmm… nothing much to post today. Ordinary day. Did P5 test. Not as bad as my P4 test so I think it should be alright. Hope I get over 60. ^_^ funny how standards deterriorate in y13. Before if I got 60% I would cry.

Oh yes. Well today I said the f word aloud. Sigh. “¤d¦~¹D¦æ¤@´Â³à!” Btw that just means I am pissed I said it. No offence to ppl who say it but normally I just say it under my breath when I’m really really angry but today I said it for a not very legitimate reason. I can’t even hold in what I want to say. It was just…a reflex action. I always do stuff like this. Sometimes I just blurt out stuff that I wish I didn’t say.  Well, if I ever offended you b4 I’m sorry cuz it was a reflex.  Got to learn how to think before I speak.

hehe I thought this was funny…although a bit indecent. ^_^

*Sigh. Messed up Piano Exam. Haven’t messed up so badly b4. Not the mess up as in the “either just pass or just fail” as mary says, but rather the “I wonder how many marks below 100” it will be.  Sorry guys…just realised how many ppl wished me good luck. I guess I wasted them.

There were around 5 dodgy bits that I practised really hard on b4 the exam, and well I got around 4 of them right. Sadly the normally good bits I screwed up. Triped on average 2 times per page. The piano was too hard so the places where I meant to play softly turned out soundless. Scales I did like 5 out of 10 right, but the wrong onces were completely messed up, as in I couldn’t play it right after a 2 or a 3rd attempt. I could feel the examiner secretly laughing at me.  The Sight reading I could just about hear him sigh even though it was already one of my better attempts…and Aural…hmm…I guess that was okay, but I don’t know if I got stuff wrong. It’s hard to tell.

But with pieces and scales like that, I don’t think there is any hope of passing. Sigh…I was hoping I didn’t have to touch the piano again. ~_~ So pissed at myself! I practised for so long at home and I thought if I played what I could play at home I would pass. My piano teacher said you expect to play 70% of your prime in an exam. Me? probably 40%. I could really feel the examinor laughing at me. He’s going to say I’m not confident enough or sth. *sigh. Started to tear afterwards but dont think anyone saw.

For some reason I always get celebrity – look alike examiner in that exam room (Kowloon City Plaza). Last time it was Beethoven look-alike. This time? He really looks like “Stanford” from Sex and the City, if you’ve watched that show b4.

Afterwards I felt kind of bad so I went for a stroll in TST. It’s really scary. Got stopped by 3 ppl : number 1 told me to be an advertising model for some insurance company. number 2 told me I have skin problems and need to go to their beauty parlour. number 3 just asked me know old I was and if I smoked. number 1 + 2 were so hard to fight off! “Sorry I’m really in a hurry” didn’t really work. Haha number two was like “Hi wat is your name?” ” Kay” “O, my name is violin” Haha wanted to crack up. Well I managed to get rid of them but I’ve never been stopped by soo many ppl in such a short period. This was within a 100m distance!

Damn! Just realised I missed the Cornell $50 dollar deadline application fee by 2 days!!!! Two days! If only I sent it 2 days earlier then I would save $15 US. Sigh. Been wasting a lot of money lately. First I apply for the SAT that I’m not doing, and now this. MY mom’s gonna kill me.

Anyways, I’m going to submit Cornell Online.

Xanga was weird yesterday so I didn’t post anything. I had this really nice pic of the fishballs I ate cuz I was pigging out due to stress. I ate Wu Dong, Pringles, Fish Balls and an Ice Cream after School. *Sigh.. at least I felt better. I think I’m a bit psycologically imbalanced.

I was also going to write an entry in Chinese. I typed it all out (do you know how long that took using my chinese typing skills?) then the stupid xanga froze. With all my beatiful chinese. What a waste of my time. Well it was about practising piano for 5 hours. (Hell like training). Never played so much piano in my life. That’s like 2 weeks worth of piano. Sigh. I hope I pass but I think chances are not that great. Only song I can do properly is the B one. and the exam is

TOMORROW!

made another plasticine toy. It’s meant to be a model of miss. b. but it doesn’t look so good. Don’t get me wrong, ms. B could mean miss barbie. but who does barbie like? *_^ Haha. Hope you get that.

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Thanks for the comments everyone. Hehe here is my pic of the plasticine. It’s not as nice as the other one I admit…~_~

Not much to write about since I’m really bored at home. So bored I’m playing with plasticine. Well actually I have a lot to do but the plasticine is a break. Btw is that how you spell plasticine? Well I’ve half finished my english essay, half done revising P5 and not yet started Bio. Urgh! And not yet practised piano! Urgh!

Anyways, I’ll show you my masterpiece, since its already 5 posts ago that I posted my last picture. It’s meant to be a portrayal of what I like. Hope you like it

I want to go SHOPPING! Everythings on sale but my mom won’t take me out cuz I still have so much to do! ~_~

Haha!

Finally Finished UC APP! Yippee!

Sent it online at 12:33 last night….but I think I put the wrong date. After 12 it is technically saturday! But on the “Date now” column I put the 29th of November! Er…oh well. Nm. And my personal statement, I hope that it is under 2 sides! It would be so screwed up they only submitted half of my essay.

I can have 1 days rest and then I’ll get baq to work tomolo. Going to “Da Bien Lo” tonite with red cross ppl. ^_^

Haha nothing v. interesting in my blog today. Keep it short. Well it was quite a good day. The lessons were boring, but Mrs. Hartwright was not cranky today, plus I had my first “good hair day” for a long time =p! But the piano and the apps are still stressing me out more than ever. I have this stupidly fast heartbeat that shows I have lots of noradrenaline thats making me scared. Kind of like the effect when you drink coffee and laugh for no reason at all. I dunno what I’m scared of so I guess it must be a mixture of stuff. UC, P5 Test, Bio Presentation, Piano Exam, Bio Coursework…all to be completed this week. Then there are all the US, HK and Canada Apps, plus A2 Exams! Won’t be free til at least march! *sigh* X 100

I swear I hate noradrenaline except when it is released when you see sb/sth you like!=P

Argh! Can’t think! I guess there is not much to write today. Went to drink Bubble Tea after school and then home for Piano Lesson. Going now to watch “Monkey King”…

~~Itz SOOOOOO COLD !!!~~

Brrrrrrrr…..

Still Up doing my UC essay. Trying to make it more figurative and more eye catching and use of more metaphors and literary devices.

So dead for Bio! Think I;m gonna hafta sleep at two tonight.