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HaPpiEe BiRthDAy to CHAR and PHILLIP!

Hmm… nothing much to post today. Ordinary day. Did P5 test. Not as bad as my P4 test so I think it should be alright. Hope I get over 60. ^_^ funny how standards deterriorate in y13. Before if I got 60% I would cry.

Oh yes. Well today I said the f word aloud. Sigh. “¤d¦~¹D¦æ¤@´Â³à!” Btw that just means I am pissed I said it. No offence to ppl who say it but normally I just say it under my breath when I’m really really angry but today I said it for a not very legitimate reason. I can’t even hold in what I want to say. It was just…a reflex action. I always do stuff like this. Sometimes I just blurt out stuff that I wish I didn’t say.  Well, if I ever offended you b4 I’m sorry cuz it was a reflex.  Got to learn how to think before I speak.

hehe I thought this was funny…although a bit indecent. ^_^

*Sigh. Messed up Piano Exam. Haven’t messed up so badly b4. Not the mess up as in the “either just pass or just fail” as mary says, but rather the “I wonder how many marks below 100” it will be.  Sorry guys…just realised how many ppl wished me good luck. I guess I wasted them.

There were around 5 dodgy bits that I practised really hard on b4 the exam, and well I got around 4 of them right. Sadly the normally good bits I screwed up. Triped on average 2 times per page. The piano was too hard so the places where I meant to play softly turned out soundless. Scales I did like 5 out of 10 right, but the wrong onces were completely messed up, as in I couldn’t play it right after a 2 or a 3rd attempt. I could feel the examiner secretly laughing at me.  The Sight reading I could just about hear him sigh even though it was already one of my better attempts…and Aural…hmm…I guess that was okay, but I don’t know if I got stuff wrong. It’s hard to tell.

But with pieces and scales like that, I don’t think there is any hope of passing. Sigh…I was hoping I didn’t have to touch the piano again. ~_~ So pissed at myself! I practised for so long at home and I thought if I played what I could play at home I would pass. My piano teacher said you expect to play 70% of your prime in an exam. Me? probably 40%. I could really feel the examinor laughing at me. He’s going to say I’m not confident enough or sth. *sigh. Started to tear afterwards but dont think anyone saw.

For some reason I always get celebrity – look alike examiner in that exam room (Kowloon City Plaza). Last time it was Beethoven look-alike. This time? He really looks like “Stanford” from Sex and the City, if you’ve watched that show b4.

Afterwards I felt kind of bad so I went for a stroll in TST. It’s really scary. Got stopped by 3 ppl : number 1 told me to be an advertising model for some insurance company. number 2 told me I have skin problems and need to go to their beauty parlour. number 3 just asked me know old I was and if I smoked. number 1 + 2 were so hard to fight off! “Sorry I’m really in a hurry” didn’t really work. Haha number two was like “Hi wat is your name?” ” Kay” “O, my name is violin” Haha wanted to crack up. Well I managed to get rid of them but I’ve never been stopped by soo many ppl in such a short period. This was within a 100m distance!

Damn! Just realised I missed the Cornell $50 dollar deadline application fee by 2 days!!!! Two days! If only I sent it 2 days earlier then I would save $15 US. Sigh. Been wasting a lot of money lately. First I apply for the SAT that I’m not doing, and now this. MY mom’s gonna kill me.

Anyways, I’m going to submit Cornell Online.

Xanga was weird yesterday so I didn’t post anything. I had this really nice pic of the fishballs I ate cuz I was pigging out due to stress. I ate Wu Dong, Pringles, Fish Balls and an Ice Cream after School. *Sigh.. at least I felt better. I think I’m a bit psycologically imbalanced.

I was also going to write an entry in Chinese. I typed it all out (do you know how long that took using my chinese typing skills?) then the stupid xanga froze. With all my beatiful chinese. What a waste of my time. Well it was about practising piano for 5 hours. (Hell like training). Never played so much piano in my life. That’s like 2 weeks worth of piano. Sigh. I hope I pass but I think chances are not that great. Only song I can do properly is the B one. and the exam is

TOMORROW!

made another plasticine toy. It’s meant to be a model of miss. b. but it doesn’t look so good. Don’t get me wrong, ms. B could mean miss barbie. but who does barbie like? *_^ Haha. Hope you get that.

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Thanks for the comments everyone. Hehe here is my pic of the plasticine. It’s not as nice as the other one I admit…~_~

Not much to write about since I’m really bored at home. So bored I’m playing with plasticine. Well actually I have a lot to do but the plasticine is a break. Btw is that how you spell plasticine? Well I’ve half finished my english essay, half done revising P5 and not yet started Bio. Urgh! And not yet practised piano! Urgh!

Anyways, I’ll show you my masterpiece, since its already 5 posts ago that I posted my last picture. It’s meant to be a portrayal of what I like. Hope you like it

I want to go SHOPPING! Everythings on sale but my mom won’t take me out cuz I still have so much to do! ~_~

Haha!

Finally Finished UC APP! Yippee!

Sent it online at 12:33 last night….but I think I put the wrong date. After 12 it is technically saturday! But on the “Date now” column I put the 29th of November! Er…oh well. Nm. And my personal statement, I hope that it is under 2 sides! It would be so screwed up they only submitted half of my essay.

I can have 1 days rest and then I’ll get baq to work tomolo. Going to “Da Bien Lo” tonite with red cross ppl. ^_^

Haha nothing v. interesting in my blog today. Keep it short. Well it was quite a good day. The lessons were boring, but Mrs. Hartwright was not cranky today, plus I had my first “good hair day” for a long time =p! But the piano and the apps are still stressing me out more than ever. I have this stupidly fast heartbeat that shows I have lots of noradrenaline thats making me scared. Kind of like the effect when you drink coffee and laugh for no reason at all. I dunno what I’m scared of so I guess it must be a mixture of stuff. UC, P5 Test, Bio Presentation, Piano Exam, Bio Coursework…all to be completed this week. Then there are all the US, HK and Canada Apps, plus A2 Exams! Won’t be free til at least march! *sigh* X 100

I swear I hate noradrenaline except when it is released when you see sb/sth you like!=P

Argh! Can’t think! I guess there is not much to write today. Went to drink Bubble Tea after school and then home for Piano Lesson. Going now to watch “Monkey King”…

~~Itz SOOOOOO COLD !!!~~

Brrrrrrrr…..

Still Up doing my UC essay. Trying to make it more figurative and more eye catching and use of more metaphors and literary devices.

So dead for Bio! Think I;m gonna hafta sleep at two tonight.

I dunno why, but I’m feeling bouncy today. But Mrs. Hartwright seemed kind of cranky today. Scolding ppl for no reason! Luckily she didn’t find out that I didn’t do my hw otherwise I would be pretty messed up.

Was kind of mo liu after school so I decided to see if I could take a school uniform pic with my webcam.

I personally think it’s better than the ones they take at school that cost $200 that made me look like fat version Mona Lisa. (Yes, even fatter than Mona Lisa)

Finally got premium trial! Gonna muck around with it man!

And um, well I’m really annoyed with myself cuz I keep thinking about stuff I shouldn’t be thinking about. I need more self control.

Haha! Got Eunices’ B-day card! So pretty! She so modest, she apologied because she thought it was ugly! What the? So pretty! Eunice you are a bril cartoonist and thanks for spending time to draw me a card! So much “xinyi” *muah* ^_^ Thanks so much!

What do you think? Is the girl in the pic meant to be me? But I don’t think I have that big ears bor! Anywayz la, I took off my glasses so you can compare la. Haha…this is a classic pic man, I have very few pictures with no glasses on! Couldn’t even find the button to take pictures on the computer! So blind without glasses!

Trying to persuade more ppl to get xanga. It’s funner that way! If Pamula comes along and reads this…. *muah! ooh and Daniel too…lol

In break!

I still feel faint from not eating breakfast. Dunno why, not normally like this.

I’m tried of these ugly colours! I want premium! Ekk! So much to do. C2 and T2 for Bio, UC essay still to be completed.

Did hw til 12 last night and then I forgot to bring it so I had to copy in Bio. Should have slept man. I need the sleep. No time to do anything yeesterday since I went to Red Cross for another long meeting. Was worth it though, kinda, cuz I talked to Ellen who told me how to get rid of my freckles. She’s a beautician! Hehe…wonder if I can get a discount if I go to her shop? I hate my freckles! I think I’m really going to look like my mom, with freckles all over my face. That way no one will like me and argh!!!!! I can’t believe it, looks are supposed to mean nothing but in this world it does. So I put on sunscreen to school today even though there is no sun at all. Ellen told me to. Oh well, I’d do anything to keep those freckles out of my face.