my mom is sooo nice to me.

not only did she get me a new prom dress (i already got 1 a month ago, only i wasn’t entirely satisfied with it so now we got another one.) She also got me the ESCADA eau de toilette. Such extravagance. I mean, i really wanted it but i wasn’t going to spend $400 on perfume. I mean this is stuff you can do without. Normally i satisfy my desires by looking at stuff. Which is why i can spend a long time window shopping. so i was just looking at it…but then she already paid. I’m really happy, but really guilty at the same time. Life should not be built upon extravagances. i am not an extravagant person, and when i spend a lot of money i feel really really bad. and i spent a lot of money today.

I feel really really guilty now so the best i can do is to please her in other ways. I hope i can accomplish this.

thank you mommy.

and Happy Birthday Hugh!