hmm. had this rather interesting conversation today, in a public bench in the middle of a mall. Although the mission failed, i led me to thinking about stuff. Continued to think while i was prasticing piano…ahaha which meant my pieces were good since i was so emotional! 
. But often i find myself “gong yut to zho yut to”. I tell people one thing, and yet i don’t really do it myself when it comes to it. But some things are *hard* to do/talk about.
Communication between friends is vital, but to what point? Sometimes you really want to talk to someone but can’t get yourself to start talking. Sometimes you wonder if you have talked too much. Parents. How much do you tell them? Does the perfect mother/daughter father/son relationship include the parents knowing every aspect of the child’s life? Humans were born with the ability to communicate…but what should one keep to themselves? how do you know if a listening party wants to listen to what you have to say?
There are some people i would like to get closer to but due to my laziness/shyness i have been unable to. I am going to try my best and mold myself into what i want to be.
The pic of the hall is quite modern… quite different from the gothic antique ivy feel. hmm. Blah…
what is it about GUYS and chinese chess? so much for hiding the chess set, my cousins asked if i had a chess set. hmm. So i played. Luckily they were crap. Ahahaha. i feel so smart for once. Perhaps “spirit” was helping me. I bet i won in the most clumsy way possible. i’ll draw out the winning formation if i have time. You peepo will laugh. 
twin cousins coming tomorrow! they are 10 and i dunno what to do with them. Any suggestions? I don’t want to see like the old fashioned cousin who tries to do sth really out of date with them. And no, I will not play chinese chess with them! perhaps i should try talking in philip language. “poo poo pee pee”. It worked last year, i called them “butt” and they were laughing. kind of vulgur tho. hmm. Looking forward to seeing them! Haven’t seen them for a year! hope they haven’t turned real hardcore! Eeek! 
and for those who caught the message that i wrote like 5 days ago that i left on for about 6 hours. thank you for propping and caring. *hugz*
skills are sooo brilliant! Anyone want to challenge me to see who can get the cue off the pool table? Forget it cuz i will win! Ahaha.
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