Haha!
Finally Finished UC APP! Yippee!
Sent it online at 12:33 last night….but I think I put the wrong date. After 12 it is technically saturday! But on the “Date now” column I put the 29th of November! Er…oh well. Nm. And my personal statement, I hope that it is under 2 sides! It would be so screwed up they only submitted half of my essay.
I can have 1 days rest and then I’ll get baq to work tomolo. Going to “Da Bien Lo” tonite with red cross ppl. ^_^
Haha nothing v. interesting in my blog today. Keep it short. Well it was quite a good day. The lessons were boring, but Mrs. Hartwright was not cranky today, plus I had my first “good hair day” for a long time =p! But the piano and the apps are still stressing me out more than ever. I have this stupidly fast heartbeat that shows I have lots of noradrenaline thats making me scared. Kind of like the effect when you drink coffee and laugh for no reason at all. I dunno what I’m scared of so I guess it must be a mixture of stuff. UC, P5 Test, Bio Presentation, Piano Exam, Bio Coursework…all to be completed this week. Then there are all the US, HK and Canada Apps, plus A2 Exams! Won’t be free til at least march! *sigh* X 100
I swear I hate noradrenaline except when it is released when you see sb/sth you like!=P
Argh! Can’t think! I guess there is not much to write today. Went to drink Bubble Tea after school and then home for Piano Lesson. Going now to watch “Monkey King”…
~~Itz SOOOOOO COLD !!!~~
Brrrrrrrr…..
Still Up doing my UC essay. Trying to make it more figurative and more eye catching and use of more metaphors and literary devices.
So dead for Bio! Think I;m gonna hafta sleep at two tonight.
I dunno why, but I’m feeling bouncy today. But Mrs. Hartwright seemed kind of cranky today. Scolding ppl for no reason! Luckily she didn’t find out that I didn’t do my hw otherwise I would be pretty messed up.
Was kind of mo liu after school so I decided to see if I could take a school uniform pic with my webcam.
I personally think it’s better than the ones they take at school that cost $200 that made me look like fat version Mona Lisa. (Yes, even fatter than Mona Lisa)
Finally got premium trial! Gonna muck around with it man!
And um, well I’m really annoyed with myself cuz I keep thinking about stuff I shouldn’t be thinking about. I need more self control.
Haha! Got Eunices’ B-day card! So pretty! She so modest, she apologied because she thought it was ugly! What the? So pretty! Eunice you are a bril cartoonist and thanks for spending time to draw me a card! So much “xinyi” *muah* ^_^ Thanks so much!
What do you think? Is the girl in the pic meant to be me? But I don’t think I have that big ears bor! Anywayz la, I took off my glasses so you can compare la. Haha…this is a classic pic man, I have very few pictures with no glasses on! Couldn’t even find the button to take pictures on the computer! So blind without glasses!
Trying to persuade more ppl to get xanga. It’s funner that way! If Pamula comes along and reads this…. *muah! ooh and Daniel too…lol
In break!
I still feel faint from not eating breakfast. Dunno why, not normally like this.
I’m tried of these ugly colours! I want premium! Ekk! So much to do. C2 and T2 for Bio, UC essay still to be completed.
Did hw til 12 last night and then I forgot to bring it so I had to copy in Bio. Should have slept man. I need the sleep. No time to do anything yeesterday since I went to Red Cross for another long meeting. Was worth it though, kinda, cuz I talked to Ellen who told me how to get rid of my freckles. She’s a beautician! Hehe…wonder if I can get a discount if I go to her shop? I hate my freckles! I think I’m really going to look like my mom, with freckles all over my face. That way no one will like me and argh!!!!! I can’t believe it, looks are supposed to mean nothing but in this world it does. So I put on sunscreen to school today even though there is no sun at all. Ellen told me to. Oh well, I’d do anything to keep those freckles out of my face.
Smile!
I forgot to talk about Saturday’s Drill Exam! Stood there for 4 hours! You have to keep your shoulders straight, arms straight, legs straight…so bloody tiring! Anyway, in the end I passed but not everyone in the squad was so lucky. Alice was the most “ng daie” because she failed cuz of her uniform cuz she didn’t iron her clothes. Well I didn’t either, so I was lucky in a sense. I would cry if they made me take those lessons again. Then this other girl failed cuz she was accused of not taking it seriously . Well I think we all take it quite seriously.
The Drill Examiner just doesn’t understand that with a policeman, a fireman and an IT man that works on shifts, and with people who go to school, it is not possible to practise every day!
Ppl read my UC essay today…its pretty crap, but apparently it’s touching. Oh well, I really need to reorder the stuff and all. Got to do some Bio cuz Sherrington’s going to look tomolo. Got two more pressis today so thanks dom and daniel! ^_^
I really hate Ms. Jarvis. She can be so patronising at times. Plus she told me mom I don’t hand in homework on time when there is not one piece of work I gave in late. She predicted be a B. Whatever…
*Thought of the day* – Still can’t read vtos page at home.
I think I’m thinking too much and its stressin me out~
Seems like everyone has one of these Xanga things nowadayz… probably cuz the other one needs a referance and stuff. Oh well, I’m always the last to know. Last to get hotmail, last to get Icq, (well, maybe before bronson…) last to get msn. Anyway so now I got it.
Should I repost all my previous diary enteries in here?
Anywayz, I’ll tell you able these couple of days. Start from friday cuz it was my b-day. Got lotz of presents including a really cute pooh which I really like! ^_^ and the card with my retarded picture and the comments that I couldn’t let my parents see. Dicky was talking about sex and Kt about the guy I liked. Hmm…but the card was cool. Thanks everyone! Went home and was really bored so I played backgammon on yahoo. Got a b-day cake…and that was it…17…quite normal. I was going to hold a party but then never got the will power to organise wth like that. I’ve never been a very good organiser anyway. Got a really sweet phone call from Wanchai. Missed her by a few minutes but went on ICQ and she called again. Thanks for calling mate!
Saturday I had speech festival and completely mucked up. You know how normally they give you a piece of prose yeh…well this time they gave me this article thing and I totally freaked out cuz I dunno how to introduce it. So I got the lowest mark in my life. I was kind of hoping I would like get a placing since it’s the last time ever I’ll be in Speech Festival. Instead the mark is so embarassing I dunno whether I should give it in for a certificate or not. Tried to look like I didn’t care…but the mark is really…kerm kerm… I guess it’s my voice. Squeaks…I hate it! And worst of all I don’t realise it!
went home and did uc essay…read it and realised how bad it is. Argh!!!!So dead! Read dicky’s essay and it’s so much better than mine! Quoting Daniel…”it’s so crap i’m afraid of looking at it, because it’s like a misrepresentation of my writing abilities.” Argh!
Today went out to eat Ramen…nothing special. Procrastinating as always, then trying again unsucessfully to write a great essay. Had piano lesson and realised how screwed I am. 1 more week to go and I can’t get half the notes right in the piece.
Anyways…”better days are coming around. ” Faith Hill
*Thought of the day* You realise that you really like a guy when you like him when he sweats.